{"id":23461,"date":"2021-11-01T13:14:00","date_gmt":"2021-11-01T13:14:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/haberglobal.com.tr\/magazin\/ferhan-sensoya-sevgilisi-elif-durdudan-mektup-ne-zaman-biter-bilmiyorum-141325"},"modified":"2021-11-01T13:14:00","modified_gmt":"2021-11-01T13:14:00","slug":"ferhan-sensoya-sevgilisi-elif-durdudan-mektup-ne-zaman-biter-bilmiyorum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/istanbulchannel.net\/index.php\/2021\/11\/01\/ferhan-sensoya-sevgilisi-elif-durdudan-mektup-ne-zaman-biter-bilmiyorum\/","title":{"rendered":"Ferhan \u015eensoy’a sevgilisi Elif Durdu’dan mektup: Ne zaman biter bilmiyorum"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Kalp damar hastal\u0131klar\u0131 ve solunum yetmezli\u011fi nedeniyle \u0130stanbul T\u0131p Fak\u00fcltesi’nde tedavi g\u00f6ren Ferhan \u015eensoy (70), 31 A\u011fustos’ta sabaha kar\u015f\u0131 hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmesi sanat d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 yasa bo\u011fdu.<\/p>\n

2003 senesinde \u201cBeni Ben mi Delirttim\u201d isimli tiyatro oyununda birlikte rol ald\u0131klar\u0131nda tan\u0131\u015fan Ferhan \u015eensoy ile Elif Durdu, uzun y\u0131llard\u0131r a\u015fk ya\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Usta tiyatrocunun vefat\u0131n\u0131n ikinci ay\u0131nda Elif Durdu, sosyal medya hesab\u0131ndan yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 payla\u015f\u0131mda \u015fu ifadeleri kulland\u0131:<\/p>\n

“NE ZAMAN B\u0130TER B\u0130LEM\u0130YORUM” <\/h2>\n

“Bug\u00fcn yoklu\u011funun ikinci ay\u0131 bitti sevgilim. G\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011fe bir \u015feyler yazabiliyorum, buna ben de \u015fa\u015f\u0131yorum. 30 A\u011fustos’u 31’e ba\u011flayan o gece zaman kavram\u0131m\u0131 yitirdim. Yava\u015f yava\u015f o da yerine geliyor sanki. Hayat\u0131n devam etmesi, her \u015feyin normalle\u015fmesi korkutucu geliyor. Ve \u00e7ok sa\u00e7ma.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc, yas\u0131, h\u00fczn\u00fc, \u00f6zlemi ya\u015famak\/anlatmak istiyorum asl\u0131nda ve fakat bunu da becerebildi\u011fim s\u00f6ylenemez. Yazd\u0131k\u00e7a, payla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a ac\u0131n\u0131n azalmas\u0131n\u0131 umuyorum. “Bir k\u00e2busun i\u00e7inden ge\u00e7iyor \u00f6mr\u00fcm” hissindeyim. Ne zaman biter bilemiyorum.<\/p>\n

Bug\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn evdeydim. O geceye dair hat\u0131rlayabildi\u011fim her \u015feyi yazd\u0131m. Birka\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce \u00f6l\u00fcmden korkup korkmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sormu\u015ftum sana. ‘Ne korkaca\u011f\u0131m lan, \u00f6l\u00fcm geldi\u011finde ben orada olmayaca\u011f\u0131m’ demi\u015ftin. 30 A\u011fustos’u 31’e ba\u011flayan o gece anlad\u0131m ne demek istedi\u011fini…”<\/p>\n

“SENS\u0130ZL\u0130K B\u0130LD\u0130\u011e\u0130M\u0130Z B\u0130R KONU DE\u011e\u0130L” <\/h2>\n

“\u00d6l\u00fcm gelmi\u015fti ama sen orada yoktun sevgilim. 70 y\u0131ld\u0131r bedenine hapsolmu\u015f naif, s\u0131cac\u0131k ruhun ne\u015feyle g\u00f6\u011fe y\u00fckselmi\u015fti. Art\u0131k sana ait olmayan o yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcnde sonsuz bir huzur vard\u0131. G\u00fczel g\u00f6zlerinden defalarca \u00f6pt\u00fck seni, g\u00f6z\u00fcn arkada kalmas\u0131n. Kavu\u015fturulmu\u015f eller.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm ilk defa korkutucu gelmedi. Belki de dedi\u011fin gibi heyecan verici bir ser\u00fcvendi. Bizim kalbimiz biraz karanl\u0131k bu g\u00fcnlerde, incinme ge\u00e7er. Kucaklayan y\u00fcz… Hepimizin biraz zamana ihtiyac\u0131 var. Sensizlik bildi\u011fimiz\/deneyimledi\u011fimiz bir konu de\u011fil. Hayat bilmedi\u011fimiz yerden sordu. Yava\u015f yava\u015f yaz\u0131yorum i\u015fte sevgilim. Sana verdi\u011fim s\u00f6z\u00fc tutaca\u011f\u0131m…”<\/p>\n<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Oyuncu Elif Durdu, kalp damar hastal\u0131klar\u0131 ve solunum yetmezli\u011fi nedeniyle 31 A\u011fustos tarihinde hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybeden Ferhan \u015eensoy’u sosyal medya hesab\u0131ndan…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":23462,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,185],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-23461","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-magazin","category-manset"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/istanbulchannel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23461","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/istanbulchannel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/istanbulchannel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/istanbulchannel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/istanbulchannel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=23461"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/istanbulchannel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23461\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/istanbulchannel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/23462"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/istanbulchannel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=23461"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/istanbulchannel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=23461"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/istanbulchannel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=23461"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}